Fuck Headaches.

god, i hate that people you may know feature on myspace, cause the same people come up all the time, and it annoys me. i kind of want to friend request all of them so they stop popping up, but then i'd be friends with a bunch of people i don't care about or abunch of people that didn't talk to me in high school. oh how fun. no, i'm not requesting them.

i'm also kind of sick of twitter updates on my phone, but i think if i cancel them, i'll miss them, but then again my phone won't vibrate every 20 minutes and i won't wake up to 19 new text messages all from twitter. it seems i never get texts from people i love anymore, it's always twitter. or maybe i just never got texts from people i love very often before twitter and i am just now realizing this..poo..oh well, i need to cancel some of my updates, not all of em though.

so i didn't eat all day, had a terrible migraine, which if i don't eat right away when i'm hungry, i get a terrible migraine that likes to last all day until i either sleep or take pills. well i took pills before i went to see my neice, then i ate Burger King, yes it was good, shut up, but then i still had a headache, so then i went to sleep at about 5 something, woke up at 9:30 and i STILL HAVE A HEADACHE AS i TYPE even after i ate a bagel, drank Kool Aid, and ate a giant Hershey bar (Hershey is probably the only perk about living in PA, i mean, it's distributed world wide but atleast i can be proud to say i'm from the Hershey State, plus we have Hershey park, take that better states! HA!). i also took more pills, advil (taking headache pills does not break Edge, shut the fuck up you assholes who don't understand Straight Edge and like to pick at us for medication and caffine), so my headache has kind of subsided, but it's still kind of annoying me.

anyways! tomorrow my band Suburban Losers plays with Patent Pending, it's so fucking awesome. i personally love Patent Pending, i'm definitely going to try to talk to Joe and give him a cd, hopefully. Also, it's awesome to play more electric shows, we do more acoustic shows because well, that's all we can get, and since we barely play any shows ever, we signed on with Hot Topic to do a monthly acoustic show just so we can get our name out and give out our cds, since we barely get electric shows to do so at. Don't get me wrong, we love the acoustic shows, they're always fun, but Jason (our drummer) doesn't get to do anything there and plus me and Cody love playing electric shows more. they have more energy and people can hear what we really sound like, cause we haven't done an acoustic record yet, we want to but not just yet, since we only have 1 EP out and just started a series of demos that display our new songs. before we do anything else, we'd like a fan base, and an indie label, but we know that takes hard fucking work to get there. some bands just don't get the work ethic that needs to go into music, if you want to get even a lukewarm response from people, you need to work your ass off, DIY shit because you know you don't have a label, book your own shows, talk to other bands so you can get shows with them, and along the way make some awesome friends in bands and help eachother out. so much work beyond myspace and just "hey, check out my band" goes into this shit, and i fucking LOVE every goddamn tiring minute of it, i wouldn't want to be doing anything else with my life, so you bet your ass i'm going to be working as hard as i can to get to where i wanna be. we aren't no panic at the disco who just send their demo to Pete Wentz and suddenly have a label, hit record, and huge fan base, no! those assholes didn't work at all beyond songwriting, which is the fun part! fuck them. we have to work work work work and then more work, THAT'S how you make it with honor.

well that'd be enough out of my mind for today, til text time..

Stay True.

xXx.

Hungry...So..Hungry...

i woke up about maybe an hour ago, surprisingly i did not sleep through my alarm..you should be proud. anyways, i had that annoying hunger pain in my tummy, and i wanted cereal real bad, so i went down stairs to get some and it turns out we have no milk..so now i sit here, hungry, writing this pointless blog about being hungry, and debating on whether i should shower and shave now or do it later after practice..

for whatever reason we live in England now, it rains every fucking day here, i'm not sure why. someone told me it's from the heat wave..i wish there was a drought. did you ever notice drought weather, while hot, is the best kind of summer weather? it's not humid, it's dry out, not sticky, it's great. though i believe the best kind of weather is Fall or Spring, which is why i may never move to California..i'd miss those seasons..ofcourse then it becomes stupid fucking winter and i hate it and want to kill myself..so cold, i hate snow, can't go anywhere when it's snowing cause i'll die. well i'd rather die than be cold anyways..oh well. fuck winter. but i don't have to worry about winter just yet, i'm looking forward to Fall.

today i will eat, get dressed in proper outside clothes, and then head to practice. we gotta rehearse for the Patent Pending show this saturday, yeah i know i said PATENT PENDING, it's fucking amazing, and we can't wait.

anywho..that should be all for today..if i think of anymore boring shit i'll type it...


Stay True.

xXx.